CONFESSIONS OF THE SELF

i have created

so many myselves

to fight against

so many opinions

so many views

to debate

sometimes i feel

i caged myself

in the real

with these words

i can't take back

so much real

so much perception

i have gathered like dust

i end up realising

my reasons are absurd

i have loved the chaos

that surrounds me

now i realise

its always bound me

to these memories

i have tried to forget

to these people

i have tried to forgive

i am trapped

in a lifetime

i tried to erase

i'm tired of this nothingness

that i always face

i realise now

its cost me more than it should

my life and confessions

in a chaotic world

dominated by fools